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My Journey has led me to myself, feeling comfortable in my androgynous body. With that comes a Feeling of being at ease with my Essence that is an ocean mixture of swirling divine masculine, feminine and non-gendered energies that ebbs and flows in different configurations, all uniQuely me, even in their differences and some time perceived conflictions. As we realize that two concepts that may seem contrary to each other in this binary world, Really can exist Simultaneously within  us.

 

My journey took many years, growing up relating way more to a boy and the other kids naturally did show an unspoken recognition. In the second grade I became the leader of the boys pack.  But the older I became, the game became more difficult and the trying to fit in where there was no real category for me, became more difficult, but I actually found myself using this opportunity to be a part of many different clubs and emerged exceptionally well-rounded. Soccer really grounded me in high school, and I took leadership role as the team captain, I loved being part of a pack. 

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But during that whole span of before adulthood, the innerworkings of me, did have gender dysphoria but it didn't fit in to what I wanted for myself in society and what I was told was possible. I had a rough puberty, but eventually got myself together for high school, did my best to live with my circumstances, stuffed parts of my authentic self and created masks of girl-ness by mimicking friend's  behaviors to fit in and survive my girl teenage-hood in a religious environment. But I always stoodout.

 

So I was a trailblazer while growing up in a small, rural, Southern Baptist, Texas town outside of Houston. I helped forward women's rights, including applying for title IX equal sports women's soccer team for my high school. In college my heart led to me coming out as a lesbian and having a community where I finally felt at home, as it was huge gain to finally understand some of my Variants but it didn't solve everything that was inside of me, so I kept Exploring.

 

It took many years and courage choose to love myself and take the journey to Me. By making the 10,000 small authentic decisions that led to me face-to-face- with my full-self. 

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I am excited to share with you that once I really aligned with Me and My Truth.... then another Journey started, but this time a Growth & Expansion Journey.

 

After meditating a lot (which just means listening to yourself to understand your deeper self), a common message kept surfacing in my consciousness to grow my femineity, to grow into a whole androgenous being that could hold all divinity of genders. I have found it fascinating and somewhat ironic that in accepting my true state of masculinity, it was then that I could hold a container for allowing my femineity to have a safe space to slowly naturally develop. Now, I feel balanced and I am so grateful to not have limited myself.

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Its best to go authentically slow, let yourself unfurrow naturally and get to know yourself deeply with love.

 

So if you are feeling confused, stuck, not sure what your next step should be, please contact me. I understand the journey of self exploration, and  I want to help guide you through it. Together we will lay out your goals and find actions to get the improvements you desire. 

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